Brain Lady

All in all i enjoyed the lady's presentation on brain development the other night, however there are a few things that i became frustrated with during the speech. the first aspect the annoyed my was her over use of images. it almost seems as though she went way out of her way just to add every little bit of clip art that she could. i was mostly annoyed with the because it became distracting from her presentation as a whole. i found myself only able to focus on the mobile images and every little picture, rather than listening to the content of her argument.

which brings me to my next point...

Obviously alcohol has a negative impact on the brain. i am not going to argue against that in any shape or form because it is simply fact. however, a side by side comparison of alcohol and meth seemed a bit far fetched for me. her entire presentation was on the development of the brain, in particular, the brain of adolescents. to have made the scenario more realistic, i feel as though she should have included something about minors use of pot and the effects it has on the brain. the fact that she compared booze and meth side by side seemed as though she was placing them on a similar plane which really really annoyed the hell out of me.

High Stakes School District

I really enjoyed our theoretical discussion about the fictional school district the other day in class. There was one thing that i took a fairly strong opposition while reading the packet and in discussion. this issue was the idea of rewarding schools for innovative ways of teaching. I disliked this idea because, chances are, schools that are practicing innovative methods of teaching already have a fair amount of money. why should a money based reward system be implemented anyway? i believe schools that are practicing proper methods of teaching should find enough reward in the success of their students. the money ought to go to the schools struggling to perform at the rate of the others. they could use this money to implement these said innovative ways of teaching and ultimately better their students education.

overwhelmed!

After our class meeting with Jennifer Olufson the other day, I have found myself feeling extremely overwhelmed. My first source of stress from the meeting comes from the intense amount stuff that we, as education people, have to complete in such a short amount of time. In some ways I still feel like a freshmen, but this meeting made me realize that as a sophomore at this point in the year, I essentially only have two years left on campus at Luther. This thought makes me feel panicy as there are so many things that I have to do in order to graduate and obtain my teaching license.
On a more specific and current note is the PPST test. I am one that has wicked test anxiety and a test that truly matters as part of my future really freaks me out. Because I get so nervous while taking standardized tests I become incapable of focusing. Then once I realize that I can’t focus I freak out even more and can focus even less, it’s a vicious little cycle. Hopefully by some act of God I am able to pass the test on my first try and can wash my hands of it… I can only hope.

Chalk

The mocumentary Chalk is a funny movie for film for an aspiring teacher to watch for a variety of reasons. For one it deals with issues that I, myself, have thought about and worried about. The one male teacher that is in his first year and has little classroom control is the exact opposite of what I hope to be in my first year, obviously. I generally do not feel too uncomfortable in front of people talking about something that I feel I have a lot of knowledge about, but watching him panic and freeze up made me worry for myself a little bit. I can remember teachers that I had in high school that were fresh out of college and watching them struggle to maintain focus in their classroom. Although I may have, at times, helped contribute to the lack of focus, after that movie and after ED 185 I truly regret doing this. For some reason standing in front of students, I have found in my small piece of experience, can be far more intimidating than standing in front of adults and trying to tell them things. I think as a teacher, you are passionate about your subject and hope that your students are able to gain an interest in it too, or at the least appreciate the fact that you care about what it is you are trying to teach them. However, watching this movie made me realize and remember all of the kids that truly did not care about some of the things their teachers were trying to tell them.

The film also reminded me that although teachers are alone in their classes as they teach, they still have co-workers. I have a really hard time with petty behavior and the example from the film where the PE teacher stepped into the classroom to retrieve the student that ran in late to class really annoyed me and made reminded me that, again, although I will most often be alone in my classroom with my students, other teachers will be watching and will be talking. Although it was a semi-comical scene it really annoyed me that the PE teacher would undermine the other teachers authority in front of her class.